Look, I don't know where to start. I love you. I have loved you since as long as I can remember, Shortie. I guess the first time I told was when I realized how much you meant to me. We have known each other for years. Once we got together, I couldn't believe how good things were going. It was too good to be true. It was perfect in the beginning. I loved you, and you loved me. I felt like that's the way it should still be.
I didn't want you to leave - honestly, I didn't. If I could go back, I'd beg you to stay by my side. To know you'd be miles away was breaking my heart, but I wanted you to be happy. I wanted you to make a good future for yourself, for us. Now that I think about it, how could I have let you go? What was I thinking then? Look what has happened.
I know we've been through the toughest of times. And because of that I think we are stronger than we thought. We lasted a good while. I'm so incredibly sorry for everything that I did wrong. I wish you could just tell me, and I would change it all. But, you know that neither of us were innocent when it came to hurting each other.
When I said I would marry you, I meant it. I wanted to live my entire life loving you. We could have grown old together. I know you wanted that. It would have been great. But what happened to us, Shortie? Where did we go wrong? Wasn't our love untouchable? Wasn't it strong? I sit and think, and the only thing that best explains it is that we needed to be together physically. Having you in one state and me in another was unbearable. Although, I wanted to be with you so badly, I also have school and my life here. If I could go back I'd probably leave with you when I had the chance. Would things be better now or is this the way it is supposed to be?
All I know is we may not be together now or maybe not ever again. But I want you to know that you are someone I will never ever forget. I loved you, and still love, and will always love you, no matter what. We've been through a lot. But that love is still there. I hope you find happiness. I hope all your dreams come true. You deserve a lot.
I feel very lucky to have had the chance to experience the love we once had. It's something I will forever cherish. Please don't forget it. I know things aren't the best now, but at least we still have our friendship. That's where it all started. I just ask for one thing; be happy, and know that I'm happy. I will always think of you.
Words cannot describe what goes through my mind when I think of you! It boggles my mind how someone can think of someone almost every single second, minute, and hour of every day!
You are truly amazing in everyway, the good and the bad! There was a time when I just didn't think it was possible for me to love again, the way I love you and yet, we are not together!
I sit here and ask myself how this is possible that two people, who care so much about one another, not be together! I love you and adore you! I feel we understand and know each other all too well sometimes! Our situation is so out of control, all the secrets, all the lies, all the hurting!
I ask myself is this all worth, and sometimes I just want to give in and say enough is enough, and let go, but then I think to myself all the good times and all the good in you and me and this relationship! People say if two people truly love one another than they should overcome anything!
Sometimes I feel it's only me who has the true love, and yours is just a fantasy love. I have put my heart and soul into the past 9 months of my life and you. I feel all the effort I have put forward has got to get me somewhere and then there are days that I just want to give in and say enough is enough. I'm done!
You're my baby, you're my love, you're my best friend, you're everything to me right now, so why, tell me why, why is it so hard to just move forward? It seems like every time I feel we get somewhere something happens or someone comes back along again. And I'm right back to square one! It just isn't right. I know you don't want to be with anyone right now, but yet I disagree on that! You say that you don't have another in your life, but I know you do! I know there is someone out there that is getting the time I deserve. And you say you love me truly and want me to believe you, well it's hard when I know you're with another.
I have proven my love to you, I'm not with anyone, I can't be, until I figure you and me and everything we have or don't have! I don't want to fight, I don't want to hide, and I don't want to lie! I want to be real! I want us to be real!
Please help me to understand where I stand! You can be so confusing sometimes with your actions and words! This situation is making me crazy, when it really should be giving me unconditional happiness! I choose to stay so I shouldn't complain, but I wouldn't stay if I didn't feel or you didn't make me feel there is a reason! That's why it's so hard to choose to go! Ultimately a decision will need to be made.
Friendship can remain, but are you ready to give up love? Because if your words are real to me when you say, "I love you," then this is something you won't let go of, but also won't take advantage of! I'm here because I want to be here, but a girl who is in love can only take so much. Remember, actions speak louder than words! I have not only told you but showed you how much I love you. Sooner or later something has to give; you tell me what that is!
i am waiting for you. I have been here waiting to hear the sound of your voice, the touch of your hand, your laughter ever since I first dreamed of you. I have never seen you, but I dont need to. I know that you are perfect for me. We are perfect for each other, in every way. I am torn by the fact that I do not know if I have ever seen you before, or if you are someone I will find later on in my life. I know I will find you, but I find it hard to wait. Every night I dream about you, and every morning you seem to dissolve before my eyes when I first open them. I want you to be the one I wake up in the morning and see next to me, someone who I can take care of. I will always be here waiting, no matter how long it takes to find you. Love has no limit, no set time...it comes when you decide to let it.